Mood: Happy :)
Listening to: By My Side -David Choi
Drinking: STUMPTOWN iced LATTE! <3
Reading: -
Working on: -
Browsing: -
Watching: -

I'm just listening to the clock go ticking,
I am waiting as the time goes by.
I think of you with every breath I take,
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine.
You're all I see, in everything.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you.
Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.
I didn't think that it would be,
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.

David Choi's By My Side

Wahh~ Just thought I'd update Hoshiru. :) Max is in Japan~ I miss him, miss him, miss him, miss him >__< !!! 永遠なんてきらいけど、時々言いたいよ。 今日、マックスと付き合っての五ヶ月！！おめでとう！<3

Mood: filled with thoughts
Listening to: 恋愛写真 - 大塚愛
Drinking: water..
Reading: BAKUMAN
Working on: -
Browsing: -
Watching: Up! (saw it today!) Shutter( this too)

I remember that one time where I almost cried, not out of sorrow, but for the first time it was out of joy. At that time of my life, I felt loved, safe, and comfortable laying in his arms. My heart was chanting, thank you, thank you, thank you many times but it didn't came out as words.

Do you ever find it hard to say something to someone when you really want to say it?? I don't know if I'm just simply shy or scared or possibly something else. I have fear of being boring or annoying. Well... I guess its natural for someone to be afraid that they'll be hated.

I'll admit, I don't have too much self confidence. I have this problem where I have to constantly be assured. When something appears wrong to me, I tend to believe its my fault. He once asked me how we can possibly bring my self confidence up.

I need to trust myself. I can do it!!! Give me time.. little by little.. I'll grow it up.

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